soyabeen club

2008-09-19T02:02:00.003+08:00

Hi everybody. Feeling super bored. Can't help feeling bored :( Loves the song "more than words" dunno why. Hope i can play it well one fine day. Nothing much happened recently , hence the boring-ness around . * swat * spotted a fly. geez, time really flies, at the same time last year, we were all like gearing up for the coming O's, well, now its the sec4's turn to suffer, MUHAHAHAHAHA... Hang in there sec 4 's !!!
Life so far is pretty laid back, Oh yA, many many tks to JianWEi for organizing the 4bia movie outing + the "successful" class chalet at coasta sands :) Really looked forward to that movie since it came out. Wanted to see it with ppl, but everyone is not free, so i procrastinated time and again. Really a good movie, not like those crappie re-makes by the ang-mohs ZZZZ.. haha, during the movie, Cant help noticing that shauna was really freaked out ! should've seen her face, she was covering her face with both her hands and leaned towards Wati !! I asked her where the toilet was, than she said "dunno.dunno" hahaha, didnt blame her la, even JW freaked out lol.. anyways hope JW can organize more things like this !!! I sure go de !!! after that just hung around JP than headed off for BAdminton :(
Now practicing on the song "zhui"(chase) by leslie cheung i think, white night by JoeHisaishi. Nice songs yeap !!
Now looking forward to the f1 nightrace. thought the damn pay so little, Wells, we're not doing it for the MoNEY , but for the PASSION and EXPERIENCE in the service sector :) well put.
having training, then work., not that excited. Haiz, having alotta problems, dunt really know how a gal's mind functions. hehes. well, thats all folks !

2008-08-28T00:52:00.002+08:00

Wah seh, close to 7 mths liao... nvr write anything ...
Oh ya, exams just ended . Holidays just began, but ironically, it just doesnt feel right anymore. Classmates are fun to be with, sec sch frens are there to talk to, but theres no one close by to really hang out with or confide in (maybe my hamsters la:)
Hmmm, now that its the hols, must think of things to do eh .... Definitely not going to work .... cant tahan work .... maybe just gain another 10kg and stay a fatter ass at home ? sounds "fun"
So many things happened huh . Many ppl getting along with their lives, i mean like really having fun and everything, duno y im still stagnant leh ... haiz ... gotta keep up with the pace ah ...
Now, learning the song called "more than words" by extreme or some might know , Frankie J . Dunno y i like this song leh, perhaps its de lyrics ah , ya. i know why. must be lyrics. Lemme figure out how to put the song into this mouldy web of blog , ya.

Will update this thingy more often :)

2008-02-03T00:37:00.001+08:00

Yea, went band early this morning. Finally can get to blow the trombone. Was feeling happy throughout this morning ! afternoon time, Finally decided to get down to town area, get some shoes and stuffs. Went to bugis, saw MeiQi working at Newbie, than i told my frens to support a bit, so we all bought stuffs there :) and tks MQ. got 20% discount. HAha. JUst realised that besides Queensway Shopping Center, theres nowhere else teenagers can get a good bargain lor ... Queensway is still the BEST, the sales ppl there invest alot in their customers. for example, they give heavy discounts so that we'll patronize them again, so smart. After everything, KAng Yangs Dad conveniently picked us up from our location and sent us home. Comfortable, no need to squeeze with the ppl in the train !!
OH YA, I saw 2 people with the Apple IPHONE today !!! so envious lor ... I'll try my best to get my very own Iphone !! ( canot use Ang Pow Money) haha... okok, gotta sleep early tonight, early day ahead of me tmr.

2008-01-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

Haiz ... So fast yet so slow... Get our results liao , but not that good, not that bad ... half past six... for those of you who are into Piano solos, please listen to Joe Hisaishi, he is a great composer and pianist !!! I just LLL OO VV EEE his compositions !!! every single one of them... How I wish he can teach me all these... Truly inspirational, if you're interested, please have a listen at Summer and Spring, my two favourites !!!
Today, I went out with squibbert, she suddenly call me out de, say she wanna buy "daily necessities' haha, she's still as quirky ! Seeing her reminds me of D&T , since she sits beside me , and everybody orways tell me to be careful of her ( bcoz of her weird temper) !! haha, I think shes funny lor, in an atrocious way !!
This saturday the alumni band is resuming liao, finally can get in touch with music, especially my first love, haha, the Trombone. Zharif oso happy lor, at last can make music altogether again !!
on the other hand, badminton wise... haiz... playing and playing... but still nowhere either... wonder whether I'll ever make it far, with this standard, I think cant even make it past the first round lor ... forget it, will make the decision when the time comes !!!
Chinese New Year coming soon liao, got Ang Pow to take !!! after reading articles on the festive season hor, I realised that CNY now , to youngsters, its not the traditional culture that we customise ourselves with.Instead, we associate CNY together with the small windfall that befalls upon us. It should carry significance in any other ways, but money shouldnt be our main objective... LEts face it, How long will we keep the money ? 2 months ? 3 months ? honestly speaking, I would have spent it within the first month lor ....
Since CHinese New YEar is coming, time to get new stuffs, anyone of you knows how to get hold of the apple Iphone ? If you have contacts, please sms mi ok :) that fone's cool !!
Okok, stop here for today !!!

2008-01-12T13:51:00.000+08:00

Haiz. its hard to enjoy the holidays without the presense of money.
Gotta get a STEADY job for the next 2 - 3 months now. As much I hate to do it , now , badminton has to be shifted to second priority permanantly... I've sorted my thoughts out... Badminton has always been a sport + passion + leisure , however, I cant constantly live my life by fulfilling one aspect of it ? Im not balancing my time well enough... Now I lack cash, because i dint see it coming 2 months ago... My Bad.
Playing and Playing while the others are working and studying already, its hard to find company now. Anyone who can afford to spare some time to chat with mi, I dont bite, no harm sms-ing or calling or Msn-ing mi up ok :)
acctually today we were supposed to play badminton one ... at Jurong Sports Hall, but the two Kukus backed out. One said "I just rebonded my hair, cannot touch water for the next 24 hours" - wat to do, nvm lor... the other one said "Don't feel like playing" - Nothing to say either...
It somehow struck me hard that friends do acctually rank other things in their priority list way above their passion. Its sad to know how important Badminton is to them. Swt, well, I cant tell people what to do to their lives, I know that we have to take things in our stride and forget the past... At least Now I can have a moment of realisation, next time I'll think twice before asking or saying anything to them...
In the mean time, theres notthing much to do, after reading some E-books online, I suddenly have an idea to make a quick buck... Hehehehe... part of the progress of the idea goes to Lijue la... but when I have things running in my head, she say shes not interested in it liao... so sad.. another backed out... so I think I will go ahead with the plan ... Hehe, Will tell u guys in time to come la... its regarding sales stuff ...
Last thing on my mind now !! WHERE TO GO TO AFTER I GET MY RESULTS ??? I dun like any courses in poly so far ... BUT I like the lifestyle, slacking style ... hAhA, no offense ... If go JC, than must study hard hard again lor .... haiz ... i think I better wait till the results come out before deciding anything... If you have any tips, can share with me ok :) haha
Thats it for today.

2008-01-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

Welcome the year 2008 !!!

Within the bat of an eyelid, a year just slipped away. Regardless of what we have or have not done yet, lets try not to regret.
Friends are all working, and Entering Technical Institutes, here I lay alone, and jobless. haiz. sometimes its not the pay that is too little, its more of the satisfaction derived from the job done. So far, no successful interviews yet though. But im still hopeful that I will get a part time job :)
JUst saw TWSS's new sch uniform. IMHO, I think the band around the waist is an ingenius idea ! but sadly, its not really original. As for the Long pants. I think it resembles more like Hip-hop style cargo pants ya. Hahahaha, its hilarious really. Seeing the TeckWhyeans walking around like little ducklings tickle me a lot !!
I dont really miss going to school, because i dont really have to wake up so early like the last time, and if im lucky, I wunt be late for school. But the vest part is, I DONT have to LISTEN TO THE MORNING SPEECH !!!
But I miss my friends and teachers, and the CCAs. Sadly ,theres always an ending point in our lives, and though its hard to let go, we have to remember that when one door closes, another opens :) haha, silly but true !!
I badly want a new phone, this stupid fone is so bulky, And to add on to that, the music player is so bloody soft... cant even hear a thing... dunno y i chose it in de first place lor... I fi can change, I think I want the n95 8gb($1138) , or the SE w960i ($970).... these are the prices , without re-contract.... wah ! prices can choke me to death liao... but im determined that even though I cant get it now, I will be able to get it somehow, someday !!!
Finally I mustered the courage to tell her something I kept to myself for a long time, Like i said, theres always an ending point in life , therefore, I finally managed to tell her what I wanted to say last year, But she thought i was joking ... So sad, at times When i was joking, she treated me seriously, but when im serious, she thinks im joking. Im tired of waiting and regretting and getting disappointed... Its time to get real and serious !
Now I will try harder to get employed !!! New year, New Resolution !!!

1. I want to be able to afford things that I really WANT and NEED
2. LOSE WEIGHT !!!
3. Know more people other than this social circle !!!

Although New Year Resolution is supposed to be kept short and sweet, Im rather greedy, 3 resolutions will mean that I have 3 obstacles this year !!!
Now, in the mean time, I will just have to wait as nature takes its course....
Heres a quote for everyone:

The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one.

-Elbert Hubbard

2007-12-05T22:05:00.000+08:00

I would like to begin today's post with a very True and Profound quote by Mother Teresa

"If you judge people,you have no time to love them"
---Mother Teresa

This is profoundly true in each and every word. To stop and think of it, I have to agree to a full extent. So far in my life, I will always try to Criticise, pin-point, doubt other people's flaws. I confess openly that I seldom take a good look at other people's merits. Its a tough realisation though but im glad that i managed to Spit everything out !! those who feel like an Ass after reading it, I think its perfectly natural :) - (human tendency)

I dont know why I always feel unsatisfied, incomplete, unfulfilled, discontented.... and the list goes on.... maybe its part of growing up I serious do HOPE... Whenever im out with my rather close friends, I usually feel a strong sense of fury and anger welling up in my head, and my stupid brain keep telling me that I dont want to mix with them. However, deep down, I know that I really don't want that to happen... ITS like a second me taking over ME !!! and im having a debate in my mind, and as a result, I tend to oppress a lot of anger bottled up within myself.. SO, im really sorry to Rahayu, CY, and KY. This is the best explaination I can offer, to accept or deny is all up to you.

Now that the major badminton training is over, I feel lost. Im at a loss totally !!! I have no JOB & no MONEY.. After the Major tournaments, Im back to square one... still nothing in life... WHo can help me out here ???

Yesterday I went down to Queensway SC with KangYang & CongYao. I realised that those shirts actually DO have cute designs afterall :) I bought 2 Tees at around $20++ , SOO cheap for such CUTE stuffs ?? OMG, its definitely a steal MAN .... KY bought more stuffs as he is going to Japan at the end of the year, so jealous.... we crapped, joked and shopped. Well, its gonna be the last few times we get to do that, so might as well have more fun right ? I spent about $85 in all, came home with an empty wallet, Guah Guah Guah ...

Today, I wanted to go band in school, but i woke up a bit too late, so I didn't go in the end... So sorry. But im confident that the Juniors are able to handle the pieces very well by now, so I will turn up for a few more and they're on their own !! Good Luck DIKIE !!
Adeline smsed me today too, she said that Singtel to Singtel got free sms de. Izzit true ??? I dunno man... so Suah Gu ... she's a cute little galgal, when I first saw her I thought she was in the wrong school.. Should be TWPS - Teck Whye Primary School !! hahahahah, she tried to cheer me up, and we smsed nonsense too. she's little-gal cute type - period.

Hope things look up for me in the next few days :) thanks for reading such nonsense, makes me feel better. HAHAHAHAHA. CYA

2007-12-03T11:26:00.000+08:00

Whoo~ felt much more energized after a 12 hour sleep !!! (FYI - i dint sleep for the past 2 days)
Not crapping or exaggerating or anything, but its the truth... those ppl there can vouch for us...
THanks to CongYao and his parents for inviting us over to his Chalet overnite at pasirRis there..
Firstly, COngYao if you're reading this ,jus wanna tell you that IM SO SO SO sorry for Crushing your specs lens !! I know that the specs are really important but I reallie dint know that its on top of ur slippers cause it sorta camouflaged with the patterns of de slippers... Well, if your still mad at me, please let me know, so Maybe I can go over your place and let you smash my other eye with the shuttlecock. Just dont stay mad, I'll feel really bad... please drop me a sign if you've read this ok :) oh yes, please let me know if the fifty is enuf to get a new lens...
If not, I really think + assume that the 3-4 years of friendship accumulated is not suffice to cover up for a moment of folly..
Rahayu (aka. putoot) came with her boyfriend, Fadhzil I think, SRy i duno how to spell it, no offence putoot :) and they were waiting for us to start earting, but we were too tired to get up from our bums, sorry bout that too PUTOOT !!!
As for the so called easy Marathon job thingy, PHEW< its SOOOOO not easy lor in the first place... the management is SUPER messy and not-well-organized... everybody came at 4am to stand around in the open field to watch the black dawn and plain sky... then they said that no more FREE Adidas Shirts... ~ BOO ! lousy ! stupid ! UNFAIR ! BOO ! ~ If you canot supply so mani than dun ask so mani workers to turn up in the first place then !! STUPID ppl !! OK, back to the jobbie thingy, we were made to carry banners with the brand and marathon runners names, its pretty heavy, and we were supposed to cheer and shout for those 40 000 runners !! there were SOOOOOOOOO many of them until I gave up shouting totally ... after the Sun rose at about 8am, that was when everyone became super tired... Many of us just sat on the steps and slack and try to sleep .... even up till 10am, there were still runners streaming in... ppl from different races and nationalities... all of us were VERY tired and hungry by then though... when we returned to the booths, we were made to distribute Those little Adidas cards... Pretty BUT very WASTEFUL... dunno what uploading of candid photos.... most of them read it and threw it on the floor ... COnclusion : DUNT do MARATHON jobs, unless you know SPECIFICALLY know what you have to do there ...
Lastly, I really miss my friends from 4a, I miss the lameness... hahahahaha... and I miss crapping with them too ... now im jobless and theres nothing to do at home, and I got an angry soul on my back ... I dunno what to do now that most of you ppl are working... maybe I can just sleep the whole day !! IF you guys got anything for me, please let me know ok ? thanks in advance !!
cya, I'll update more tmr after tdy !!

2007-11-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

Its been eons since I last blogged, I cant recall de password somehow. Haha, severe TML ( temporary Memory Loss) ...
These few weeks have been very repetitive, mixed with Badminton training and Band. Going to ppls house to watch lame BUT scary GHOST + GRUESOME + HORROR + GORY KINDA shows... I think i really enjoy the Thrills. !!
Acctually i chose to finally recall my password through my email becoz tmr is a significant day for me :) I will finally turn 16 !! how exciting to be the last few !! NOT !!
And also, many ppl think sae dat my blog decayed .... so bad lor... i jus dunt have de time lor... but its ok, i dunt blame them, its normal considering my situation...
I miss all my school friends too... Although its not even been a month, but I still miss their LAMENESS and FUNNINESS... How i wish i could remember that period of time forever... Wells, life has to go on afterall, now that i have more spare time on my hands, im sure to blog blog more often than b4. :) take cares ! oh ya, and pls tag mi if ur reading this !!

2007-09-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

die die die. 1 die all die. Firstly, some funny kukutic ppl told me that there was NO afternoon lessons today. Stupidly. i actually believed !! what a goon !! I seriously hope Mdm Phua will accept my sincere apologies... afterall, i was a victim myself. Surely my trustworthy face can help mi out here this time, please ? :) just kidding...

also chatted with de kukutic earthling bean today. We realised that there were SO SO SO much to catch up since out last get together... i wondered if she still felt anything.. perhaps not... she's still ever so funny & weird & comfortable in any sense. How i wish i can be like a little hamster, just sleeping away in my smelly little cage filled with nuts & foodz Waiting to be petted & fed, waiting to be embraced by whatever confronts me. yes, so small yet so helpless but AT least its better that way, cause i still know that theres someone who cares :)

in any case, 4archimedes is doomed for sure. no amount of prep talk will salvage the situation anymore. just hope that everyone can get into poly now, blah blah blah ... last in this last in that... shameful this & shameful that... lousy this & lousy that... whatever lah, just zip up !! chem sure fail + amath sure fail. hope that my other 6 subs can get me into a good course now... D & T is a BIG UNKNOWN. i hope that i will manage at least a b3 for my hardwork & money... the rest of the subjects i merely just managed to scrape through, its time to get down to focus & start on my o levels revision... all talk no action, i don't want to fail. I really fear failure !!!

2007-09-20T22:24:00.000+08:00

Ages since I last posted. I just didnt have de time. Well, today was pretty boring. Teachers were absent, but nevertheless, we were still doing our own work ya ? haha. Did e-math paper 1 from Ju Ying sec. after that got physics results. FINALLY our class's overall passed, sincere thanks to some people who did pretty well to cover up for the slightly weaker ones.
Yesterday Mdm Phua, Mr Cheok, Ms Ong, Reiterated that we are just too lazy, and that we wunt accept what is being taught. And to add salt to the wound, we didnt apply what was being taught. HAHA ! Cant agree more ! cause im not doing it either !
Last day of my Badminton - officially ! Got SOOO angry with that gundoo ! Well, cant help it, I know that He's like that all the time, however, I dunt know why today was such a sucky day...
Thanks to Ice !! she helped me change this blog skin. She's my Best Friend :) even though we're not in de same sch now... Although im not a real pianist. Im a musician At least I hope :) feels great to shout out on the blog i like once again. I will update more often. Gd nite :)

2007-08-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

Pretty unusual to get back from d&t at 8.30pm. Well, OM has decreed that d&t students are staying back far too late - latest --> 9.30pm !!! He did it at the WRONG WRONG time. How am I gonna submit my artefact with the bloody sticker by saturday ?? haven even join or glue yet... thanks to all the finishing and car puttying... and Mr jalleh for not being able to attend most d&t sessions... like a lost sheep wandering in the lush fields... so many things to do but sooo little time on my side... As im posting, im actually lacquering over my widened wood, sanding and lacquering , and repeating over and over again... I think today, everyone is most productive... good job man... I'll update more often, sorries to the pig-shroom for not giving u your present.... and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JingYi the sotong !!!

2007-08-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

This blogpost is dedicated to all 4Archimedians !!!

ssigh..... another very typical day for 4archimedes... just so so so so sooooo typical.. During PE, Mr Aidil was so pissed off. Reason? god knows.. NO, maybe he doesnt too... Hu knows what is going on in his little skull. must have been malfunctioning...
During Math, Mr Cheok added more math lessons. IM not grumbling, and neither should I ...
during CH, mdm pua scolded and demoralised everyone again...

WELL This post here is to lift up the spirits of 4 Archimedians with regards to the recent spate of events... We will do well and prove ALL ALL ALL the teachers who dunt understand us but keep scolding us...
1. DO NOT HATE YOUR TEACHERS ! (with the exception of PE)

most of you may ask why. Simple. lets put ourselves in their shoes. for example.CH- MDM PUA. she keeps saying that we are 'stoned' but in actual fact, when we are 'stoned' we are most attentive and we understand the lesson too. However, mdm Pua doesnt know that we actually understand:) Imagine if you are Mdm Pua, you see everyone having blank faces after teaching something, naturally you would feel compelled to vent all your angers and uncertainties out on the students to make them wake up. Lets understand each other here ok ? BUT, we are to blame too. With the passing of each test, we somehow fail to grasp essence of SBQ & SEQ questions, and thus, resulting in many many tell-tale signs that we are not attentive during lessons.

2.DO YOUR HOMEWORK ON TIME & BRING YOUR STUFFSSSSSS !!!

Wellll, i think majority of us are fine in this aspect. lets review. everytime whenever assignments are due, theres bound to be some lost sheeps who didnt hand in for various reasons. lets think, just TAHAN for maximum 3-4 months and we are FREE !! we wont know what to do with our time after that !! nothing is more important than the o level exams...
I hope 4A can rally against one last battle aginst all the other classes who treat us like laughing stocks and teachers predicting that we will further DRAG down the already-so-bad school name !! LETS GET OURSELVES TOGETHER , BRACEN UP & BUCK UP !!!

3.LOVE & CHERISH ALL YOUR LESSONS !!!

I say this plainly because this is the time when all the teachers will be predicting potential o level questions that are coming up. and all our weaknesses in different areas. Even though we didnt pay attention previously, lets change it, listen and pay attention. You'll learn a lot :) pls dunt sleep in class, cause the teacher will feel exteremely hurt, im sure :)

4. ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT ENGLISH AND MATH IS ESSENTIAL !!!

No matter where are we going after this phase of life, english and Math is super essential... I know english is quite difficult to understang, because I got 55<>

If you dont want to follow what you have just read, well, its perfectly fine, everyone has a mind of their own afterall... but i really hope that I can lift everyone's spirits after going through so much demoralising sessions together :) at least lets try to save ourselves before saving the teachers and the school name. Try it , it wont hurt one bit. lets not succumb to fate that we are un-teacheable and un salvageable. lets challange that very fact that is right in front of our eyes. Im sure we can do it, after we have done it, we can prove everyone WRONG,SO SO SO SO VERY WRONG !

Today, i just learnt from subaa that ms Ong have a hard time reading my essays... I thought my handwriting was so illegible ! but actually she said my vocab was a bit too much and my organisation is not good. I want to direct my focus now on organisation now. I want to score and do well in english !

2007-07-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

This day has to be the angriest day of my pathetic life. like who the hell gives a damn anyway.I duon't care too.
I finally understood the meaning of "Being nice to others is being cruel to yourself"
Philosophers always preach that we should trust our instincts & judgments. BEING a total IDIOT & GOON like I already am, I even trusted that SHIT ! Now, the causes and effects are taking place. I should have taken your advice then. Because now I am not able to do so anymore, and perhaps in future too.
The mere greed that the human rouphage possess is a very strong one. With that much greed in it, theres bound to be clashes. And with that BLOODY thinking you contemplated, I have finally seen through your selfish intentions. Why am I doing so much when you don't even care about helping your PATHETIC SELF ? Hence, I resolve that I will not EVER render you any help financially OR physically. Just because I am nice to you, it SO doesnt't mean you can take advantage dammit ! You can take my things and not return ?? once, twice, thrice.. four times, five times ?? I pretended nothing happened you know. So what if your parents are loaded ?? What's theirs TOTALLY doesn't mean that it will become yours eventually !! As if you're basking in their wealth now.... MISERS !! You tried to make me WOW at your social circle. BUT, im SO not impressed by it one bit !! Stop trying to prove to me that you can hook people up in the school and claim that you know them, and that they know you, blah blah blah. THIS IS CALLED LYING. It doesn't work on me. Distance yourself from now on.
STEALERS !!!!!!! IM BLOODY FUCKING PISSED BY YOU SHITTING IDIOTS !!!! DO you understand the agony of not being able to study in peace when you have just found out that your textbook was just STOLEN by someone ?? it should be TEXTBOOKSSSSSSS... more than one....
Is it so difficult to ASK ?? and the books you stole contained my notes over the years... if you want the books, return the notes inside and you can keep the books... total irritants... Now I can't revise anymore, I have to buy a whole new set AGAIN.. thanks a lot, really man... thanks...
People often say that we are fortunate to be able to be in Singapore. People in Africa don't have food to eat, or water to bathe. I certainly sympathize with them. But if we keep thinking about other people's problems, helping and aiding them in every aspect, don't you think that we are living in this sickening revolving blue ball for others ? they may say that life will be better and the world will be a better place to live in... blah blah... I can frankly say that, not everyone wantss or cares ! they just think about themselves and only themselves... their well being and their needs, how selfish.
It doesnt matter anymore now. Now that i know your selfish self. I realised that I'm the stupidest creature in the planet... at least its an experience... how much more worse can this get ? bring it on...

2007-07-01T23:37:00.000+08:00

MT O's is this wednesday !!! somehow i only feel the sense of urgency now. Same for D&T. I had just realised that i had cut out on the wrong side of the wood. what an IDIOT i am ! JUST Great, i have a few options now...

1. Re-do the variated - widened wood

2.Change the whole design & just paint over the new wood when finished

3.Ask the teacher tomorrow & get a hell of a scolding (may not be solved)

4.Pretend nothing happened

BUT, of course the 4th option is not valid lah...

Today, I met with shallyne at Teck Whye Mac. Just to complete & update the folio. As usual, nothing was accomplished, I completed 3 pages only... most of the time was spent on her laptop & chit chatting nonsense... Nevertheless, it is insuffice to say that it is a complete waste of time there, at least we DID make an effort ok.

Food for thought..

Somehow, laughter seems to be the best medicine. Just one dosage is sufficient to cure all mental & psychological ailments(for me).
Sometimes it appears to me that, the surrondings are no doubt harsh & spiteful, captious & brutal, its all a matter of blending & acclimatizing. We can't possibly expect everything to excogitate around us, complying to our whims & fancy, I must suceed in learning to give and take, in a nutshell, the people are selfish. But we can't blame them. Who wouldn't think of themselves before others ? Definitely neither you nor me !! All it takes is a listening & understanding heart which is readily available to pouring souls.
Shan't talk BS anymore, gotta get up early tmr. nites everyone...

2007-06-30T22:13:00.000+08:00

Long time no post... Seriously having a mosaic of feelings... it can't be fully addressed by words, either it will be underscored, or misunderscoring it... all i can concot is that its mixed up with anger-disappointment-melancholiness-sadness & determination... Only those who have experienced it will will empathize with me. Hate to post with such negativity. Hope its the first & last. I don't wanna wallow in self-guilt & depression, thats SO not the way to lead a life afterall...
Whenever i look back to the times we shared our time together - the times we studied together, times we went out together to eat or shop, times we were constantly there for each other & the times we stood by & supported each other.I will feel happy & fortunate now if i were to reminisce to the past, but it doesn't bring back the smile to my face anymore. Its gone forever & for good.

Sadness, since that fateful parting, there seemed to be a missing piece in the jigsaw puzzle from my heart. As much as i would like to find it, I know that its just like gripping a greased apple - the harder we try to grab it, the further it gets from our reach.I have always regarded you as a perfect & close friend in my life, but you just disappeared without an explanation, never to turn back. Since then, I finally comprehended the feeling of an incomplete wholeness in someone. I have given up wholly & totally on you now, theres no turning back. All hopes are dashed due to the constant wounds inflicted.Yes, its unbearable, really afflictive & salt-stinging pain. Just want to give YOU a sincere thank you. The first & most painful slash.Its painful,it really is.Its over.

Disappointment - again, i have misjudged some of my closest & good friends - those who appeared time and again in front of me in a bid to support & console in tough times.I appreciate your authenticity in intentions from time to time & also your listening ears, but it certainly does not overlook the unjust & massive destruction that has been u had already done to me. The debris left behind will always remain as debris & my perception in turn will change forever & ever. Life is made complicated because of people like them.Trust & genuine friendship is a whole big difference to simplicity - which is the most unattinable asset to gain, I have not found a true one till now. The greatest companion i have now is also the unthinkable.The second slash & all thanks to you all ! But I have to thank you for the good time & moments that we shared too. Thank you. Its done!

Melancholy. Now that I have come to terms with the problems I faced & I am going to face, I understand the people who feel with/for me. Really, I do ! Theres particularly someone I have in mind. Someone who is not responsible for his own actions ! In life, theres always a CAUSE & EFFECT. If you are the cause, you have to get the effects. You try to escape the EFFECTS,then YOU'RE NOTHING BUT A COWARD & A COMPLUSIVE LIAR !! & IT WILL STAY AS A FACT WITH YOU FOR LIFE WHETHER YOU LIKE IT OR NOT !! Even if you think you're the one who can relate to anything & everything, I tell you now ! YOU CANNOT !!! Don't assume that having a high IQ equates to a high EQ... Both of the factors are inversely propotionate !! Its thanks to people like you who corrupt & dilute the not-so-perfect world.

Anger + Determination. With anger, Drive & resolution is generated. Its getting long winded. Now I know why some people are suicidal. The pressure that they face is just unbearable, unendureable & unsuppressable.No amount of grief & tears can replace the unspoken hurt. But for those who are, I'm sure if theres a will, theres a way, its a mind game. I shall stop here then, I have said my piece. There will not be a reiteration I hope. And I really do hope.

2007-06-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

IMPORTANT NOTICE !!

My black mechanical pencil is lost !! those of you who have seen it, please return it to me, it is very SIGNIFICANT & MONUMENTAL to me !! Its black in colour with a mickey mouse sticker tape in the middle.

Item: Black Pilot Mechanical Pencil
Location: 1st Storey D&T Workshop
Time:6pm - 7pm
Owner: Dennis Thor
Last seen: In the cutting room

Those who have seen it or has its whereabouts , please inform me ASAP . Thanks a lot !!

Back to the original post, I can't seem to figure out how to change the song in this blog(although there arn't much readers) for a long time ...
Had D&T camp for the Second day today. Tired - typical of me... But I'm sure we were all perked up and revivified but the "free" lunches !! (C'mon man, we paid a mere $5 for 3 days + 1 BBQ) Its very thoughtful of the teachers, haha.
But on the other habd, is what we're doing worth it in the long run ? Whatever the answer is, its for sure that theres no turning back for us but but to toil our guts through the obsequious days which dwells in the bleak/bright future for us. I think I'm only 25-30% done with my artefact, thanks to the glue which takes 1 full day to dry.... ITS VERY SLOWWWW !!!

D&T aside, just some food for thought. I heard from a reliable source that our school's Sciences -for the 2006 O level batch, has managed to clinch the top 1st & 2nd positions from the bottom ... I was just hoping that history won't reiterate itself anymore... Not for the Schools sake, but for ourselves !

Thats all for today, don't wanna bore your eyes & brain any further, and thus I would like to end with a quote, "A great person is defined by his DECISIONS but not his ACTIONS" - anonymous

2007-06-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hiya guys !!! Im having a mosaic of feelings being knitted in my mind now... I feel happy that I need to go to school to catch up on my studies, but on the other hand, I feel the blues too... the same kinda haliday blues & complains regarding the apparant fact that we all have to return to school EVERYDAY(except public holidays and 3 days on week 3) !!! Im sure all of you feel with & for me too right ??? Anyways, lets stop grousing - it won't help much, trust me !

I went sneaker shopping @ queensway with xXx (sorry can't tell yet :)) and, in the Limited Edition store I chanced upon an extremely cool pair of shoe !!!

P.S. (these pictures was plagiarized by me as they forbidded people to take pictures of thier wares)

Consequently, its price : $669.90 needless to say, I am unable to afford that kinda shoes... its called de sabotage series i suppose... BUT I still managed to get myself a pair of shoes too from the Official Puma Archive Store ( not in queensway !!! muhahaha) ! Unfortunately I can't find pictures of it on the net and its really nice too !! I think the model is Puma Clyde got it at a discount !!! Told you I have an eye for discounts ! Haha !

What/How I think About Shoes :

1. They are VERY important because they chart our footsteps and keep us moving on in life(figuratively)
2. They protect our nimble feet with cushion and suede and leather from the shoes for optimal comfort and luxury. - we should pamper them !
3. The moment they fail to function, it spells great disaster for us !!
4. They have GREAT looking designs !!
5. They are not very costly ( with the exception of some )
6. All of the above !!

Thanks for taking time and attention to read. I hope it helps you guys to de-stress for a moment !! hahaha ! take care for now !

Long Time No Post

2007-06-01T02:14:00.001+08:00

BIG Hi to all readers !! Really Sorry for not being able to supplement your blog-reading fantasy and i have my reasons for doing so. Thanks to the MT O level examinations...(finally its all over !!) must be more fixated on my schedule... we can't simply expect SOMETHING out of NOTHING can we ?? I also realised that blogging sometimes has 'evolved' into an acquired habit of mine... things are moving real fast... my thoughts can't keep up with the pace... I also understand that we should treasure the people that are around us, even though they don't care much of your existence, they are still there to appreciate your presence. BUT its always better than those who take you for granted, treat you like an item which they take you out to play whenever they feel like it, treat you like Mr Hollow Man.. the feeling is bad, the feeling is horrible, the feeling is UNACCEPTABLE !!

Many thoughts - mentally, have been revolving my roughage lately. I don't know whether is it wise of me to boldly exhibit it here, or perhaps just confine it to myself. Heard that ALL my previous posts were all just to "attract" readers, so that they would actually think that my blog is interesting... Well, if you don't like what you read and you have doubts or you may have uncertainties regarding what you have read, you are MOST welcomed to left click the small litttle 'X' sign on the top corner of the screen.

Im sure many of you guys have heard of the legendary N95 nokia phone !! its simple iresistable man !!

It has SUPER COOL functions. 5MP camera. DUAL-SLIDE MECHANISM, GREAT STORAGE MEMORY, LARGE SCREEN, WIFI UTILITY and loads of others !!!

dual-slide mechanism

No doubt these are SUPER DOOPER ULTRA UBER cool functions depicted, it comes with a hefty price tag which is bound to drill a manhole in you pocket strings !!! (not applicable to the higher income families) i think its retailing at $1095 without plan. And $800++ with the different plans available. I won't be able to get it in the near future :( as i have just gotten my O2 phone - which is not a good buy at all...

Thats all for today, and don't worry man, I will post MUCH MUCH more frequently than before... around like.... 1 post in 2-3 days ? I will include more pictures too !! Stay HappyTake Care Everyone !!

2007-05-20T21:08:00.000+08:00

Its been sometime since i posted. There has been a few trivialities within the week and some major events too !! I added some personal comments and thoughts too !! isn't it what a blog is for ?? Read on to find out !!

I was on my way home from a shopping spree and queensway shopping centre ( bought shoes and badminton stuff ) usually we take the MRT to dover, then take the bus 147 down to our destination... on my way there, while boarding the bus, i dropped in 55cents as i had forgotten to bring my bus card.... but the uncle didnt accept it !! he asked me to prove that im a student - by showing him my bus pass !! OMG !! as if i don't look like one.. heres the BIG question: WHY WOULD ANYONE BLOODY HELL PUT IN THE MENIAL 55CENTS WHEN WE CAN JUS TAP THE FCUKING CARD ??? WHERES THE SO-CALLED COMMON SENSE - obviously not so common in him DUH ! Wells i just threw in the hacking $1.10 in... some of you might say "the uncle thought your card no money mah !" - then think again !! the bus stop is freakin near the dover MRT station !! why would i not TOP UP my card !! hopeless people...

Whilst shopping, i picked out a particular shoe, the sales lady - VERY VERY GOOD !!! 2 THUMBS UP !! she was very patient with me !! being a meticulous person- i had to try on at least 5-10 pairs b4 deciding wad i wanted to buy !! HEY ITS VERY NORMAL ! hahaha... and she like gave me a discount of 20% !!! I will definitely go back and get more in future !! Now you guys see what are the benifits of good/excellent service ??? LOL !!

NOW FOR THE CLIMAX OF THE POST !!! I try to depict the best scenario possible ok guys ? KY and me was taking the bus back from the shopping. when we entered the bus, it was filled with dog tired citizens !! "like we students arn't tired from all those studying" After I sat down, I was like face to face with an old man..( usually at the front part of the bus).. HIS TEETH WAS ALL BLACK BLACK at the bottom... YUCKS !!! i thought he had accientally eaten SHIT while taking a dump.. And to add on to the VERY VERY VERY ULTRA ULTRA BAD IMPRESSION OF HIM, HE WAS PRACTICALLY STARRING AT EVERYONE ON THE BUS !! like he was borned like that.. THE BEST PART : for those of you who are big sized - you'll realise that the front space is definitely not ample to stretch and t comfortably.. that idiotic guy was like happily stretching and resting his smelly foot on the chair infront of him !! he thinks he paid 2 bus fares... and when KY had sat down, being a big sized guy, his leg accidentally brushed against the idiotic fellow's... and he screamed in chinese : NI DE JIAO BU YAO DONG WO DE HOR ! (your leg betta not touch mine hor !)... I was thinking " who wanna touch the rotten leg of yours ?" but still, i didn't say anything to aggravate him further.. after that, he just screamed some profanities and all the smelly toxic from his decaying mouth clouded out... if you put the scanner there, you might be able to detect some green smoke luring out from his mouth and body !!! HE is one of the very good example of an ugly singaporean !!! after that i was scolding him in english and chinese and half staring at him !! he claimed that he was some boss of some useless and stupid gang.. LIKE I ASKED HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE !! I told him that we're not scared of him and his rotten gang... he continued scolding and screaming... we just ignored him.. (:

Well, i didn't know such people still exists !!! i think they should be undergoing some form of counselling or something... if i were to meet him again. i will continue to scold him haha... im so bad.. thats all !

2007-05-15T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hi all, officially my 3rd post... wells, been receiving from comments friends tat im too stringent on the language.. well, i keep comparing invariably between the standards of english in the past, and the present. I confess without much contemplation that i have been slack on my reading log... this year, I have completed less than 20 books so far up till now..
Some thoughts regarding 4Archimedes to ponder... Why are teachers constantly giving us prep talks lessons after lessons ?? Why do they NAG and PRESSURIZE us with the menial but vital time that they have with us in class?? Maybe 4a(including me) is just taking like a pinch of salt? I hope we can awaken from our long and undeserving respite... Lets SHUT all the people who didn't and wouldn't believe in our class ! Lets revive the glimmer of hope left lingering in the hearts of our ever-so-hopeful teachers ! LASTLY, we can prove PRINCIPAL wrong... He put our class down merely just based on our academic results. Did he ever take a small step back to review his preachings - who represented teck whye in KOREA for the design thingy ?? who represented and led teams in the ever-so-low school in competitions, and even came back with the deserving medals of glory and honour ?? He also reiterated that we should not take things for granted and that we should not only excel academically but morally too... blah blah blah... having said so much, im just not happy tat he embarassed everyone in front of the school (with the exception of some) based on academic results only...

2007-05-13T22:53:00.000+08:00

...Went to see my dearest HELLO KITTY (aka. meow meow)... couldn't stay with me due to its hyperactive nature... and partly becoz of the lack of space in my house.
Before tat , met Zharif & his frenfren at NTUC-(while getting cat feed), for a significant moment, i couldn't recognise him !! Shan't bore you with the boring hack-old-life stuff... And Zoominging into the MAIN POINT... while I was at Lot 1 shopping- (partly accompanying panda to get his Zinc bag which he had been contemplating for AGES !!!) My mind started to linger on a few things...

SERVICE which is provided (ESP IF WE PAY SERVICE CHARGE!!) don't you think that we, as comsumers or POTENTIAL consumers have the right to choose where and what we want to spend out money on ??? most of the time its a typical singaporean service ppl treat we teenagers with bad service eg: "can i help you ?" means "u sure you buying something here eh ?"continually, you ask if thats the final price for the product they reply "sorry, our promotion is over, theres other designs/models too if you want :)" means "can't afford izzit ? save more pocket money first lah ah boy..." or either they just stare at you and give you the see-only-but-neva-buy tat kinda look... i HATE HATE it man... how mani of you have been in this situation b4 ? i mean honestly, theres nth wrong with all these small service gestures, maybe im reading too much into it, but no harm to just ponder and share rite ? Im sure that not all those service ppl are like that la but, first impression counts afterall...

so today was basically a day to slack like always.... Panda bought zinc bag, as usual we ate a lot : 2 carlifornia rolls, 10-12 sushi-ees .. Long John's grilled chicken wrap meal.. Old Polar cake..1 bar cadbury milk chocolate.. xxl chicken.. (after typing this i asked myself"how much fatter do you wanna be ????") omg... i doubt 10 hours of badminton isn't gonna to help much burn off all those calories... but i think that eating is a pleasure ? dont you agree ? haha, those are just excuses lah !

I simply HATE school tmr.. but what has to be done, HAS to be done... finich sec school, go on into other institutions, go NS, get a higher job cert, get a job... (pretty boring hor ?) sumtimes I think that life a waiting game... we are constantly waiting for something to take place or happen.. waiting for O levels.... waiting for this... waiting for that... and with that, I think I should stop here, its getting too draggy for you guys to read on ... sorry for the lengthy post ! TAKE CARES EVERYONE !!

2007-05-11T17:27:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone, Yes i know the world has fallen or sumthin some might even go to the extent- "U MEAN DENNIS HAVE A BLOG ???" - yes i do... ... thanks to ICE, and PIGSHROOM

I will try my best to pen down my opinions and thoughts on certain issues... and of course a brief overview of my ever "exciting" life im leading now ! I will also try to put them down in the best form of english structure as possible... no SVA error , tenses error, verb form error ... blah blah blah...

I will also try not to be too sardonic in my language.. (as far best as possible) I believe that there are much more things that we can smile about in life instead of wallowing out our emotions amd guilt in our ever-imperfect-writing, life is 1% given by god and 99% how you handle the 1% :) chew on it !